Post written in Retrospect, this is MY year

Two steps forward, two steps back, it seems to be the story of my life........

But today I decided I'm not gunna let things stop me from achieving my goals. I'm going to work my butt off and do it myself so then when I do complete my middy course and finish I'll be able to thank ME, cause I'm the one that has done it, BY MYSELF.......

I fired my nanny Jess today, for numerous reasons like calling Joel Psycho and making up excuse after excuse of why she can't take Josh to his dance classes and playgroup. Today it was because she couldn't find his shoes...mmmm.... in his ROOM....and then going shopping with him!!!! WTF...do I pay people to shop??????

So stuff it, I'll do it alone. The boys will go into day care that thankfully covers shift workers and my clinic days are covered by child care. The rest will be done by ME.

If I was to win a logie, the first person I'd thank is ME ME ME ME.....

Ok I'll put the violin away now.........

So this year will be MY year. I'm going to do exactly what I set out to achieve. I'll be a midwife and a dam good one at that. I've come this far.